forever till forever meets no end

Sunday, March 30, 2008 @10:17 PM

i just totally wasted my whole day away in bed nursing my horrible horrible migrane. i think if this carries on i'm going to die of a brain hammorage soon. gosh.

i can't wait for the month of april to be over cause that will mean cheerleading, gym concert and singapore open will all be over too. not that i don't enjoy cheer prac cause the whole tarbet cheerleading squad is just so crazy, high and insane during each practice but its just that the stress of having cheerleading, singapore open and gym concert all occuring in successive consecutive weeks is just enough to kill me now.

stress list:
1. Tarbet cheerleading
2. SINGAPORE OPEN cause i don't want to screw up
3. GYM concert, cause we put in so much effort and i don't want to dissapoint.
4. MPP. the timeline is so tight its choking me.
5. my back is killing me and mrs wee thinks i'm gonna get a slip disk
6. i think i failed MATHS, geog, history and social studies.
7. my GPA is totally going down the drain.
8. i'm putting on weight and not putting enough effort into training. if only i put the same amount
of effort into training as the amount of weight i'm gaining maybe i'll do better.
9. i do not understand how to do maths ws 5 on statistics
10. i have the geog summative assesment 2 to complete, ie. the learning journey thing.

gawd. the list just friggin goes on and on.

i think i'm not living my life to the fullest and not doing everything i ought to be doing to the fullest of my potential. its like i'm trying but its apparently not hard enough. what am i going to do? geez this is not getting me anywhere.

i need april to be over over over.